Akira Sendoh 07

Hello AS7, I am back with more updates. I just go back home from a tuition session with Shawn. I am seriously thinking that maybe I am not really suitable for the jobs that I am holding on to now. Ok. 1 at a time. Tuition first. I am losing my patience with Shawn. He is slow in learning but I am fine with that. But I cannot take it that he is starting to show attitude problems and signs of giving up. This is making me lose interest in teaching him. Melvin, on the other hand, is fine. I enjoy coaching him as he is fast and learns really easily. But just that he can get into a state of lack of confidence some times. Overall I think he was just lazy. It is my job to change that. Although it is really straining on the mind but for the sake of money, I think I just got to do it anyway. Where on earth can I find such a high paying job? Then horse handling is tough too. I feel that I do not have the physical strength and the mental tolerance required for the job. Then Bakerzin. I tink I am losing my interest in the job and I am getting impatient with the lowly $5 pay. Even a McCafe barista is earning $5.50 an hour. I think that I have learnt all I can there. Maybe it is time to move on? But I cannot bear to part with the pastrys & cakes I can get and the relaxed schedule. I think I will just hold on to this and see how it goes. I must jiayou!!! gambatei!!! I must prove others wrong. I must prove that I can do it. Cheers to hanging on!!!

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